MPTR

MPTR is my ex girlfriend.  I hated her when I named her MPTR, but I don't now.  I did not really hate her, it was just frustration.  I understand her and I respect her again.  I still like her, but I don't expect anything from her.

I also don't expect her to change.  I don't expect her jealous boyfriend to change, which is funny because they are often on opposite ends of things.  I encourage her to be herself and he encourages her to be what he wants her to be.  She continues to confide in me, to tell me when she is doing stuff that would anger her boyfriend.  She still loves me, which he would kill her if he knew.  We still talk on the phone.  It was her, that I first told that I was hit by a truck last week, it was her that I needed to be close to, but could not be.  

She will tell me how much she loves me, but I know that we will never be together again.  I still forgive her, I wil always love her.