Two hearts beat as ?

Two hearts beat as one is kind of stupid.

But it is kind of neat to think that.  I see a girl whom I like who I see as valuable, I see as my equal in many ways, my inferior in many ways and my superior in every way else.

Isn't that the way it should be?

Socially she has experienced life as I will never experience.  She wants to push her boundaries in ways that I wish I could.  Jumping out of an airplane, jumping off a bridge; she wants to do these things, albeit with a parachute and a bungee  cord attached respectfully.  To me both are akin to suicide, safety devices aside, one is pushing death.  I have my own relationship with death and it is not that way.  I know jumping off a bridge is not a biggie and there have been very 7few accidents, and jumping out of an airplane the same.  

I admire that she wishes to push herself this way, but not me.

Her book learning is not science related, she has the intelligence and the eagerness but not the exposure.  That is it, my only advantage over her.  This is how I see her.  It is how I see everyone.  No one is dumb anyone with desire can learn with the right teacher.  She can exceed me.

Equal, we are politically equal in many ways.  She is probably my superior with much of it because her ideas are formed completely.  She is a feminist and a woman, so she has experienced what it was like to be a girl and a woman.  She also let me into why she sees transgender people as how she sees them.  As follows:

Born as a male becoming a woman, are usually lesbians, but not always.  They grew up male, the patriarchic top role, who has the power? Men do.  They grew up with the male power structure, they benefitted from it and they choose to be female but they could not divorce this upbringing.  All the discrimination women faced growing up and the stereotypes and the sexism that all women feel, they did not feel.  They chose to be female but they did not survive the challenges and they are receiving the benefits of both worlds.  Do they have the right to be female?  Do they have the right to be in born girl rooms?  They grew up being e predators of women they are just women by gender not by experience, so they should not get in.  Besides the predator nature of male hood is something hard not to be; we men dine on women visually and they feel that.

Born female, became men she did not get into much other than to say that they know what it was to grow up as a girl, as prey to men, with the sexual moulding that their gender masters pushed on them.

I could love her.  I fell in love with More Passive Than Rain.  Magic Eyes has flaws defects and has had her struggles.  She is emerging from her struggles, believing that she has a far to go, but I see her as almost there.  She will read this, likely in the next day, so I care that she needs to know that whatever my feelings on her personal development, she should go until she is ready.  I will be there for her.

I contrive for a reason to hold her.  Seek a reason to kiss her.  Seek but never push.  I feel that if I went to her and said that I would like to hold her she would consent, because she likes me.  I like her.