I don't want to ever have a crush ever again. I hate them. I never want to be in love with someone that just wants to be friends. I hate it. On one side it feels great that I feel this way, but on the other hand I want to die, unless they kiss me. But that will never happen. I want to die.
I hate how people around me can tell. I hate that the person I am in love with can't. I am also happy that they can't. I fear the moment that they find out. I want to die.
Why can't there be a way to fall in love with someone like other people do, you know, where the other person loves them back. I hate that people around me have been predicting that I am going to fall in love with this person, but they won't do anything to stop it or help it along. I want to die.
I want to live, with them in my heart, but I want to die because it never will happen. I want to choose whether to love them or not. I choose Not, but I don't get to choose; there is nothing for me. At the conclusion of this path is sorrow, for me alone. I would rather die than go through it again. I hate that there is nothing for me to do.
I want to die
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