Humans and Animals

TRIGGER WARNING: Rape

As I understand it men fear that women might laugh at them and that is their greatest fear about women.  Women fear that men might try to kill them.

What does that say?

What does it say when I know, KNOW, that about half of women half of women have been, or will be sexually assaulted at least once in their life.  Some of those women, will be assaulted multiple times.  I know some of these women.

Sometimes I live in fear that I will do it.  If it is so common, then maybe I will be responsible for one or more of these attacks in my life.  I hope not.  I would rather die, but then that is no small comfort.  Because women die all the time during sexual assault.

Men fear being humiliated by women.  This is a true crime.  The crime is that is what they fear.  Men fear that other men will laugh at them because a woman humiliated them.  Women just fear the life being choked out of them.  They fear being left for dead on the side of the street and then dying, loss of blood, suffocation, blunt trauma and in some countries of the justice system that holds the virginity of the woman in higher esteem than the crime that put them there.  Hi you got raped, now since you had premarital sex, against your will, you have to die.  No one ever died of humiliation, unless you are a woman and you humiliated a man and he killed you for it.  Poor man he has to live with the knowledge that a woman humiliated him.

A sixteen year old girl told me that she got raped twice in one twenty-four hour period.  She told me that she went over to a guys apartment, because she was bored and he jumped her and raped her.  She did not view it as rape, just that he forced her to have sex with him against her will, but not rape.  I guess because she lived through it.  Then the next night, while she was feeling like shit, because that is what women feel like after they are raped, another guy forced her to have sex again.  She said no, but persisted anyways.  She did not view it as rape either, because she got turned on.  Interesting fact, women get turned on by being raped.  Women who get turned on from getting raped is a self defence mechanism, a woman who is lubricated gets less damaged when they are raped.  So what does that tell you?  It says men have been raping women for so long that our species gets turned on by it for its own protection, Evolution at work, the women that did not lubricate during rape died.

A man walks into a school in Montreal and murders women, because they are going to be engineers and he isn't.  A man shoots six because women won't date him.  Two lessons, women: obviously be nice to the men in your life and be subservient to them and fuck them when ever they want, because if you don't they will kill you.  Men: apparently it is okay to kill women that humiliate you.

I wrote that because, I am really very angry.  The society that I want to be apart of is one where women feel safe around me, I am big and strong and could kill 95% of anyone around me with my bare hands.  I could rape every woman that I met, but I don't, not because I might get caught, but because I respect women as equals, theoretically.  They have the right to their own choices and I respect their desicions, especially when they are wrong.  I will tell them I think they are wrong, but I will not force them, ever.  Because it is right.  Because to do otherwise would be denying that they are human.  If I deny that they are human, then I am denying that I am human too.

I don't understand why people don't all believe this; it seems so self evident.  Everything I believe to my core seems this way, but women being Human and denying it would therefore mean that men are not Human.  Maybe we need the Gom Jabr, the box that they used in Dune to separate the humans from the animals, two classes of people, animals and Humans.  PETA would finally have  a good cause.