Saturday, 29 August 2015

TELL ME

I don't know the difference between friendships and relationships.  

Please tell me.

I am great at friendships.  I just had a non-date and she wrote me afterwards to tell me that I was wonderful and would love to be friends and I was a real treasure.  I try to be a great friend.  I don't see the difference between being a great friend ad being in a relationship.  Is that why I can't have one?

Please tell me.

Don't tell me that you just have to know.  Don't tell me that because it does not help.  I try to be positive.  I try to be myself.  I tried being someone else.  I don't know the difference and it is killing me.  Literally.  As in it is driving me to suicide.  I can only think about reason to exist.  I can't grow anymore I can't flourish.  I am sustaining and that is it.

Tell me. 

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