Issues with tissues

The problem with this blog thingy is that at first I wanted to use it as a way to communicate with people. They I started pouring out stuff on to the page and I wanted to retract all the permissions to friends that I had given. Then I realized that they could see into my life and this was good. Then I learned that people were reading my blog who I knew of and using what I said against me and against other friends and I started to edit what I said, direct my comments in ways to make one of the readers lay off it. And I discovered that my self censorship and my lying on my blog felt like the biggest wrong in my life. It felt worse than having an affair with a married woman, never done that btw. I will try not to do that, so I reposted a censored log entry and wrote this tiny post. And if you don't like it and don't want to go fuck yourself, we can meet in a lonely back alley and I will show you how it is done!